Joy.

Today, I got a the call I have been waiting for a while now. It made me beam ear to ear. A huge burden got off my chest and I am starting to look up in life again. I cannot stop smiling and nothing can stop this happiness I feel in my heart.

People make mistakes and everybody will pay a price for unwise decisions and choices made. I cannot deny that and I have made a huge mistake which took me a long time to actually feel good of myself. I was carrying a burden which was holding me down to the extent of breaking down on certain nights. Everything has been said and done, and I cannot blame anybody but myself. But I have to admit, this life experience changed my perception in things in life and made me realize a lot of things which I would never thought I would or see why. I have learned my lesson, paid the price and still paying.

Sitting here right now, I think back and still cannot comprehend how I can be so foolish and stupid. I should not dwell on the past but think of the future. I do not want to fall like this again. It is extremely stressful and very tiring. It sucks the energy off you. A Burden.

Now, I can hold my head a little higher and feel a little better.

Thank you Zach, for the times you have listened and all the talks we had. I love you and cannot thank you enough for being there for me.

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