Tired.

Feeling extremely tired and stressed out. At this point, I do not know myself, how I am actually feeling in the inside. There are so many things which needs to be attended, so many to think of and so many to worry for. I am drowning because  I am not getting any help. My emotions are so unstable; extreme mood swings.

Can it mean that I am simply not happy at where I am right now?  At my age, why would there be such stress and such hatred for life? People talk about D-day. Part me of my believe that D-day may be a good things – end everybody’s miseries. I used to say, if given a chance, would I change things in the past; I’d say no in the past. Today, come to think of it, I actually would switch things around. In fact, a lot of it.

Right now, I feel like the world stopped around me. I can only hear myself breathing.. trying to scream but I can’t hear a sound.. As of today, anybody who speaks negatively on anything will just be told to shut up. I will not listen and I will not bother.

Enough said. I am simply just not happy.

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